Hero of mine

Have you ever wonder how’s your life could be without her presence ?

Have you ever thought that the person who loves you the most is no one but her ? 

Have you ever consider of pouring your heart to none of your friends but her ? 

Here, let me tell you something. I need you to know. So that you won’t do the same as I did.

She wakes up at 5 in the morning. She cooks and she leaves for work at 7 something. Once she told me, “Mama lunch dekat office makan roti dengan oat je. Petang balik rumah baru mama makan nasi sebab sayang nak keluar duit”. And all I did were spending my dollars on things which you call em useless. Waste. She get back home at 6 and jogs until 7. Does laundry, prepares for dinner, ironing clothes and sleeps at 10. 

That’s her life. 

If you quite unsure about naming your hero, I suggest you put her on the top of the list.

I remember this one memory of mine when I was in secondary school. Never do the laundry by myself cause she told me not to. She came to visit me every Friday evening and took my clothes and told me “Baju biar mama yang basuh, balang duduk asrama ni belajar rajin-rajin”. Then I watched her walked away with that bunch of clothes down the street to her car.

That was the most regretted thought of mine. I should have helped her. I should have at least be there as her companion. But I did not. I shed gallons of tears whenever I have a thought of this. Not to mention countless of heartbreaking things I did since she called me her son. Since I lived to be her son.

Mom, you owe me nothing. But I owe you my life. Never should you die before me, because if you’re not here for me, then a part of me has already leaves with you. 

I’m so proud of you mom.

Guys, go hug your moms a lil tighter today. Because you don’t really know, if you still have your chance to hug them in a second from now. 

"Say I love you mom. I love you."