These fuckers scared the shit out of me. Never did i thought that i can carve a smile and it affects people. The smile didn't even help me so how could it work with others ? And these fuckers, i feel like i have to leave again. Those days when i pushed people away and being psychotic, and then turned to god, and left Him again, and seek for Him only when i need someone to talk to. It has been months since i knelt down and spill over, and tears came effortlessly. If and only if I could be alone, and everything works just fine. It could be now, where i want to turn to god and share stories with the one who actually listens even there are those who can still listen, or it could be the time where i should really turn to god, and only him listens and i shall not return.
The thing is, Twitter is overrated. You think it's a kind of perfect page to spill on when it's not. And now you know, i found my place. Leave it for years, i would still looking for a way back and make myself comfortable, cause this is my home. The perfect page where I belong.
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